well today was alright like any other day.. amanda came over which is always good she makes me feel good.. and then me and her went and hung out with tyler and krabbs which was alot of fun... then i came home.. and the past couple days havent been so good with me and my bf.. so i get on.. and he gets on.. we start talking and he says that he doesnt want to mislead me and that he thinks we are a dead end.. and that none of this is my fault.. and we will still be friends.. and he only wants to be with someone when he is 100percent commited.. and still knowing i didnt do anything i am really upset ... and wonder why bad things must always happen.. i am just glad to have amanda there.. she is my everything.. thank you amanda